Submitted by Damagosha Dasa
Seattle 0ct 7 1968
Just like the other evening one boy was questioning, “Why should we bow down?” I do not know if he’s present here. The bow down to surrender to somebody is not bad, but because we are in a different situation, by surrendering to other, it is very uncomfortable. Just like nobody wants to be dependent on other nation, nobody wants to be dependent on other people. Everyone wants to be independent, because this material world is perverted reflection of the spiritual world. But in the spiritual world, the more you surrender, the more you are servant, you are happy. You are happy. But we have no such understanding at the present moment. We have no spiritual idea, no spiritual realization; therefore we shudder as soon as we hear that we have to become servant of God. But there is no question of shuddering. It is very pleasant to become servant of God. You see so many reformers, they came, they served the mission of God, and they are still worshiped. So to become servant of God, servitor of God, is not very insignificant thing. It is the most important thing. Govindam ādi–puruṣaṁ tam ahaṁ bhajāmi. But don’t accept it. First of all try to understand. Therefore Vedānta–sūtra says, athāto brahma jijñāsā. Try to understand what is Brahman. Try to understand what is Brahman and try to understand your relationship. And then, when you actually surrender, you’ll feel your eternal blissful life, full of knowledge.
…Because we have been accustomed in our present conditional life to revolt against surrender. There are so many parties, so many “isms,” and the main principle is that “Why shall I surrender?” That is the main disease. Whatever political party is there… Just like the Communist party. Their revolt is against the superior authority they call capitalists. “Why shall we…” Everywhere, the same thing is, “Why shall I surrender?” But we have to surrender. That is our constitutional position. If I don’t surrender to some particular person or particular government or particular community or society or something, but ultimately I am surrendered. I am surrendered to the laws of nature. There is no independence. I have to surrender. When there is call of the cruel hands of death, immediately I have to surrender. So many things. So we should understand… This is brahma–jijñāsā, that “Why there is the surrendering process?” If I don’t like to surrender, then I am forced to surrender. In the state also, if I don’t mean to abide by the laws of the state, the state obliges me to surrender by police force, by military force, by so many things. Similarly, I don’t want to die, but death forces me to surrender. I don’t want to become old man, but nature forces me to become old. I don’t want any disease, but nature forces me to accept some sort of disease. So this surrendering process is there. Now we have to understand why this is so. That means my constitutional position is to surrender, but the present difficulty is that I’m surrendering to a wrong person. When we understand that I should surrender to the Supreme Lord, then my constitutional position is revived. That is my liberty.
I do not know that my position is to surrender, and that surrendering principle is my life, is my happy life. Just like a small child, if he surrenders to the wishes of the parents, his life is very pleasing, very happy
There is no doubt about it. And you’ll take to it. And if you take to it, you’ll be happy. In other processes… Just like a political creed. Unless it is nationally accepted… Just like there are so many political parties in every country. Everyone is trying to bring in the forefront the party politics because the leader cannot be successful unless the whole country accepts his philosophy, his party. But Kṛṣṇa consciousness is so nice that it does not require that a community or a nation or a family or any group has to accept, then you will be happy. No. Individually, if you accept. If your family does not accept, if your community does not accept, if your country does not accept, it doesn’t matter. You will be happy. But if your family accepts, if your community accepts, if your nation…, you will be more happy. So… Because it is absolute, independent, so any person takes to Kṛṣṇa consciousness will be happy immediately. So we invite you. We have got classes, we have got different branches in different cities, we have got books, we have got magazines, and we try to convince you by our morning and evening classes. So my humble request to you all that you try to understand. Caitanyer dayā kathā karaha vicāra. We put for your judgment to understand. We put this Kṛṣṇa consciousness before you for your judgment. And if you scrutinizingly see and try to understand, then you’ll feel, “Oh, it is so sublime. It is so nice.” That is our request.